HA. MIXED FEELINGS NOW..
really touched by some1's little action. it really make a BIG difference to my pathetic life. THANK YOU for wad u hav written. I WILL RMBED IT FOR LIFE! >.<

on the other hand. i'm bothered at some1's boliaoness. cant believe u can do such a thing!! when u clamed tt u were diff at 1st, ur actions DOESNOT show! reall!. STOP TRYING to GAIN MY ATTN! cos, it's NOT gg 2 work!

haii, was supposed to walk the side gate out of sch 2dae. but it was locked aft we(hmm, shld b I) had lunch! omg, can u believe how our shoes were all drenched frm the swimming sessions in the low-lying area. urgh. left wif no choice but 2 detour 2 the main gate. >.<. it has been sometym b4 i had sheltered some1. HAHA xD

OP is just 2 days away! i feel so UNPREPARED! this is bad!!

i agree with some1 tt my post hav always been sooooo superficial >.<
but, i want it tt way.
keeping this blog is 2 let my gfs b a little more informed abt my pathetic life...
therefore, i'm m nt likely 2 include any form of emo-ing or feelings in2 my entries.
sorry gals. but all my emo-ing will b done elsewhere.
this blog WILL only tell u abt my life. my boring life! HAHA.

anyway, had OP dryrun 3 with class 2dae. but most of us seem unprepared! omg, the big day is jus barely THREE ddddaaaaaaaayyyyyyyys away! i dun want 2 screw this up! STRESSES AND PAUSES, come natuarrally 2 me, pretty pls!

cant wait 4 op 2 b OVER!
btw, As started 2dae! tt so faassssst! OMG.

HAPPY 17th to myself!!
haha. tis is lame >.<

anyway, THANK 4 all who send me msgs, on msn, friendster, fb
realli enjoyed this yr bdae! haha, come 2 think of it..
i tink i started celebrating very early this yr!

but only diff, this yr i'm nt having a bdae cake. HAHA, my dad 4got to buy the yearly awfully choc cake. well, doesnt matter really!

anyway, 2dae started quite badly. HAD PW meeting. SO FUN!! -.- well, mayb only the last part - writing of script tt was fun! well, hilarious! wonder how will it turn out tml when we rehearse!

P.S: u seem 2 hav lots of suitors (lan tao hua?) neh. HAHAHAHA.. =)

i can be promoted & keep my subject combi!
but, i'm nt eaxactly pls wif them.
sighhh, i shld consider 2 turn into a full tym mugger soooon!

btw, we had 2 buy this cute little grammer bk 4 gp.
worst thing is, it seems like something we used in pri sch >.<
yup, so i guessed my eng is really onli pri sch student standard.. yepyep



had a cls outing 2dae.
9 ppl went 4 ice-cream @ island-creamery!
but it seems like the same ppl neh.. sighh, so much of a cls spirit!
hopefully, the turnout for the tentative bbq at my hse will b better >.<
tt reminds me: i nid to go clubhse 2 check 4 the availabiliy of pit... shall do it on wed!=)

wed is such a nice day. dun u agree?? HAHA..

kopped frm cls blog:

Jerry was the kind of guy you love to hate. He was always in a good mood and always had something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"
He was a unique manager because he had several waiters who had followed him around from restaurant to restaurant. The reason the waiters followed Jerry was because of his attitude. He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Jerry was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.

Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Jerry and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Jerry replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Jerry, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life."

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested. "Yes it is," Jerry said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people will affect your mood. You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live life." I reflected on what Jerry said. Soon thereafter, I left the restaurant industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.

Several years later, I heard that Jerry did something you are never supposed to do in a restaurant business. He left the back door open one morning and was held up at gun point by three armed robbers. While trying to open the safe, his hand, shaking from nervousness, slipped off the combination. The robbers panicked and shot him. Luckily, Jerry was found relatively quickly and rushed to the local trauma centre. After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, Jerry was released from the hospital with fragments of the bullets still in his body.

I saw Jerry about six months after the accident. When I asked him how he was, he said, "If I were any better, I'd be twins. Wanna see my scars?" I declined to see his wounds, but did ask him what had gone through his mind as the robbery took place. "The first thing that went through my mind was that I should have locked the back door," Jerry replied. "Then, as I lay on the floor, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live, or I could choose to die. I chose to live. "Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked. Jerry continued, "The paramedics were great. They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the emergency room and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read, 'He's a dead man." I knew I needed to take action." "What did you do?" I asked. "Well, there was a big, burly nurse shouting questions at me," said Jerry. "She asked if I was allergic to anything. 'Yes,' I replied. The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Bullets!' Over their laughter, I told them, "I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead." Jerry lived thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude. I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully.

Attitude, after all, is everything.

`haining ((:

P.S. pee, i read this touching story b4 neh.. but it a really nice & touching. oh, n dun think 2 much! nth gg 2 happen between the 2 of us*.. SO dun be too excited!!

THANK to those who were bothered 2 ask me abt it.. i ALOT better now.

op dry run 1 was quite bad =(
better b more prepared more the 2nd, or rest.. my whole yr of hardwork will go down 2 waste >.<

omg. i m TRAMATISED! >.<
this is so eerie!!
friendster freaking me out.

farewell for J2 2dae. buuuut we had norm lesson. aiyo, reminiscing the thankgiving mass we used 2 hav yearly...
tym realli flies hur?
nxt yr, we all of seniors agn.
den, its last 4 yrs of sch life..
wah, everything seems 2 ZOOM past this yr =/

been irritated by RANDOM ppl these days. may these random ppl disappear!

shall start writing my script!
sigh. I WANT PW 2 END NOW!! this moment!

finally uploaded the pic >.<
here u go..
http://s198.photobucket.com/albums/aa132/huiqi-/12102007%20NewYork%20NewYork/
haiz, hyperlink nt working agn..

haha, we wanted 2 go hci open hse 2 meet sk b4 meeting the us.
BUT.. cel, xx n I were close 2 1 hr late 4 the open hse. -.-'''
anyway, when we reached citylink, apparently it was EARLY! -> no queue at New York New York -> go shopping at Marina Sq 1st -> sk was supposed 2 find us in marina sq but we SEARCHED level 2 lotsa tyms, darn funny tho -> end up having the latecomers (adalene n clara) 2 queue -> waited so long -> only get to eat at earliest say 8+? -> left NYNY at ard 10+? -> went esplanade 2 rot + get presents frm my galfriends + more camwhore -> home sweet home.

guess it was really memorable bdae, tho it is 12 days earlier.. haha i know we'll b busy during my bdae week with OP, sigh..guess, it b rather boring this yr..nxt yr 2. since is so near As..sigh =(

WAN XUAN, ADALENE and ME would like 2 THANX XIAO XIANG,SIOW KEE, SHI HUI, CLARA and CELESTINE (sorri, left u out) for making our 17th bdae, memorable.. (dun ur agree?) =P

such a wonderful day w/o PW in the way isnt it?
haii, it's back 2 PW tml..
i'm dead tired. hp died on me, on the way frm. so photos wont b uploaded until i find my wire. sigh =( [sorry dear..]

OMG, i 4got 2 add this 2 my to do list!!

GO OUT WITH MY DEAR COUSIN!! (i suppose crystal jade lunch?)

*Happy 2 see tt? I purposely added it, okay!! Bold it some more!

such a nice monday in sch!
PW DAY!! how nice can it get?!?!
haii. seriously i dunno how op will turn out in the end. >.<
my grp have lotsa ideas. BUT nobody willing 2 do.. urgh!

rushed off 2 town agn. haii, just for dental.
POor me, i was almost penniless jus now.
4got 2 add $$, 2 bad lor. i didnt even bother 2 go shopping.
but my teeth is hurting like siao now. WELL, nt tt exaggerating.
BUT 1st tym it is hurting so much. >.<

fb is no longer fun -.-
btw, i jus lost 2 fight apparently. BUT who cares!

off 2 watching tvb drama- life art!

i had so much fun 2dae! *pun intended*
spend the whole afternoon at nlb doing pw -.-
haii, no as if wr is gg anywhere.
anyway, happy so say. went shopping wif pee after tt! >.<
spent quite a bit on food n bought 1 skirt.
haii, seem 2 b buying more skirts n tops.
shall do more shopping soon!

BTW, i want to go vivo!! seems like the last tym i step into vivo was the clan outing at sentosa >.<
oops! tt was long!

In addition 2 tt, i wan to go velocity! this 1 even worst. seems like the last tym i go novena sq tt i rmbed was in sec 2, when sch was still at holding site in thomson. rmbed the tyms when novena sq n united sq was the lunch place 4 me and the tessai gang b4 cca starts.
We would rush off right after sch end to novena sq, have a quick lunch b4 heading 2 cold storage 2 grab a bottle of juice and food stuff tt e 2 grps - effervescence and *i cant rmb* intend 2 sell over the nxt couple of days 4 fundraising! b4 cabbing back 2 sch, always late for CCA. oops!

wah, tym realli flies rite?

TOTAL BOREDOM in sch 2dae!
had game fest today.
was 'supposed' 2 be take part in some inter-hse games com.
BUT we lacked frm 9-12 in the canteen
zi-highing over a rather lame thing - the supposedly gay act by joshua
counting the no. of 15 mins had past
contemplating whether or not we shld risk leaving by the main gate.

went rj openhse with tingwei n lijuan after tt.
the environment was diff.
SPOT the diff!
u will c couples everywhere in sch =X
ended the day off with window shopping @ J8!

time really flies. reminiscing the fastpaced yr. Enjoying the remaining days of being a 17-yr-old gal =)

Hav been watching one litre of tears for the past 2 days
Finally ended =)
The show was fantastic but i can't bare myself watching it 4 the 2 tym running :X
*as for now, i dun wan 2 cry so much*
haiz. my eyes really puffy aft crying from continuously frm eps 5 till the end.
cant help it :X
i'm jus emotional.

promos r finally over :/
cant believe it tho
everything seems so fast all of a sudden.
i'm nt sure wad to expect 4 results.
but shallnt think abt it

had a great tym ytd!
went cine kbox =D with the cls gals
*tym really flies. havnt been 2 kbox 4 THREE years!*
woot. we took neoprints. (oops, it nt scanned into com yet)
oops agn 4 being so uber noisy at in the bus x)
how i wish we r always living in the post-exam period!!

TO DO LIST
- to rush WR :/
- to start prep 4 OP
- to start prep 4 the NE seminar
- go ice-skating! (the last tym i tried was in P6, cant imagine how it will turn out this tym round)
- meet up with my girlfriends *i'm waiting 4 wx, adalene & MY b'dae to come*
- meet up with the MAFIA
- can't wait to b 17!!
- do some shopping!
- rebond my hair? (After much forcing frm my mum) *insert STARE*